Tempus fugit...time flies...sometimes leaves its footprints behind, sometimes just withdraws with it all its traces of existence. Somethings we remember, somethings we don't....some we choose to forget.Sometimes necessities take over..some other times its choice.
What do u do when u know u are unhappy, but cannot exactly point out n say why...what do u do..? You procrastinate? you think..distract yourself?What? What do u do, when at one sudden moment it catches you off guard? You drift back and all the resistance you built falls apart and you drift back into the clutches of some persistent creature, eating you, gnawing at you at the depths of your existence.
Why is it often so difficult to acknowledge things the way they are? Often we block things out, till we think we are better equipped to deal with them..habbitwise at the very least.
I sometimes think that i have so much to question and so little to answer, myself or anyone else. What is it that drives us to behave rationally/irrationally? Noone behaves irrationally, knowing full well that they are behaving irrationally, or do they? Then is it that we always look for someone else to pin down for our own unhappiness? But i always thought that your own unhappiness or happiness is what you control..or at least you think you do.So in other words we are in control..mostly! But then there is so little you control, let alone your own life. You dont even control when u feel sleepy for God's sake, or when u don't!!!
No one said it was going to be a bed of roses...but then dint they all live "happily ever after"?
What do u do when u know u are unhappy, but cannot exactly point out n say why...what do u do..? You procrastinate? you think..distract yourself?What? What do u do, when at one sudden moment it catches you off guard? You drift back and all the resistance you built falls apart and you drift back into the clutches of some persistent creature, eating you, gnawing at you at the depths of your existence.
Why is it often so difficult to acknowledge things the way they are? Often we block things out, till we think we are better equipped to deal with them..habbitwise at the very least.
I sometimes think that i have so much to question and so little to answer, myself or anyone else. What is it that drives us to behave rationally/irrationally? Noone behaves irrationally, knowing full well that they are behaving irrationally, or do they? Then is it that we always look for someone else to pin down for our own unhappiness? But i always thought that your own unhappiness or happiness is what you control..or at least you think you do.So in other words we are in control..mostly! But then there is so little you control, let alone your own life. You dont even control when u feel sleepy for God's sake, or when u don't!!!
No one said it was going to be a bed of roses...but then dint they all live "happily ever after"?
It took me a while too, to realise that the 'happily ever after' concept was fool's paradise. Though I wouldn't say the foolishness has, or will ever stop. Nobody stops you from imagining :)
ReplyDeleteYesterday an elderly batchmate was saying the same thing (inebriated and pretty fiercely, if I may add). Utopia might very well be an illusion, but it is the idea behind Utopia that's fascinating. It exists in all races, all religions. One must never give up on the future.
What lies ahead is promising, girl. It's worth waiting for...
Tempus Fugit
Keep Walking :)
Utopia might be an illusion...but it is the idea behind Utopia thats fascinating!
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