Friday, August 27, 2010

Saluting the rootlessness...

I've been down and
I'm wondering why
These little black clouds
Keep walking around
With me
With me

It wastes time
And I'd rather be high
Think I'll walk me outside
And buy a rainbow smile
But be free
They're all free

So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home

I look around at a beautiful life
Been the upperside of down
Been the inside of out
But we breathe
We breathe

I wanna breeze and an open mind
I wanna swim in the ocean
Wanna take my time for me
All me

So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home

So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home...


Maybe tomorrow, maybe day after, i WILL find my way home...

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Changing times

Haven't been back blogging in quite a while now.Finally, like zoe's blogs, mine too start with the same line. each one of them in fact...well a lot has been going on....
I sometimes wonder how easy and difficult it is to make connections...with people, with objects, with things so very much at random...u see a painting , and u instantly know taht it is what u were looking for...on the other hand you may know people for ages, you may have grown up with them, but after a while you just know that connection doesnt exist any more... and tahts what gets me wondering...if its so easy to lose that thread that connected you to another soul, to any random object , to an abstract idea, then how do we explain the attachment which comes so naturally as a part of the liking?
Is all attachment temporary ? I've heard, and am sure, so have you, that Change is the only thing constant, but do we ever set ourselves by that? If we do, then why do we resist change so much?One possibility is probably that we get so accustomed to what we have, so comfortable around it...that we sometimes refuse to open up and see what lies beyond that, or maybe after that...With a very pragmatic view to what is, what has been, and what will be, the lesser we expect out of life, out of ourselves, and out of others, the easier and the more adaptable our existence becomes...and so it continues to be.What will all highs and lows life shows us, within the span of a single day, its strange and sometimes amusing too (i.e. if you are not subjectively involved) to see the way we react to the unexpected..be it good or bad...but who said life was a bed of roses..guess we just always want/expect the best/better/good things...well where do all the bad/worse/worst things go then???
And what does not kill you, only makes you stronger... :)


Friday, July 9, 2010

Bombay beginnings

Bombay isn't treating me too well...this is the third day that i was travelling alone after mum left, n i already have taken the wrong train twice!!! plus i have a very very hard time figuring out where the ladies first class is going to be.Plus theres the rain.Its been raining continuously ever since i came here. It rains every waking moment.It rains every fucking time i decide to step out.Its really ridiculous.Now i'd heard a lot of things about the Mumbai rains!!! good things really...things like oh! its so very romantic...Yes, if you are sitting by the sea, at Marine drive and have no worries about travelling in the locals with the vile people around you,for an hour, before you get home...Yes, it certainly is a very romantic thing. But not all that great a thing when you are stuck in between ten thousand other people, pushing and shoving to breathe peacefully, on a dirty slippery platform/train...whatever!!! I was just telling someone today that if it rained like this back home, in kolkata, for two days at a stretch all activities would come to a standstill, schools, colleges, n even offices at times...!!! People here though really seen completely undettered by it. n by that i mean completely! But its also nice in a way to see how life goes on, undaunted, despite everything in Bombay.Probably thats why people say the Bombay spirit!!! am still to catch a hang of that spirit.Hope it doesnt take me too long

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

i am returning for my second post after a day's absense. one would be wondering that someone who has so recently created her blog, n her first one at should should be a lill more excited than that. trust me, i am...just that yesterday was a long long day...had classes from 10 in the morning, so had to wake up at like 8.. and not being a complete night person that i am you can imagine what a feat it must have been.Anyway, the day at XIC was really interesting...am glad i chose to come here.Our first class was on the basics of radio...quite interesting actually.By the end of the month we have to make our own radio show...should be fun!!! that apart we had a class on presentation skills. a vey fruitful day indeed. by the end of the day, our group won in an activity conducted n i think all 6 of us in the group realized we are perfect ekta kapoor's "saans bahu" material...ar at least good at creating such matertial :P Anyway mum had to leave after that, but her train got cancelled....thanks to the maoists...!!! so we did a lot of shit and finallly got her up on another train later that night... i hope she reaches home safe :) Was a lill down after that, coz from here own i am completely on my own here, with not too many friends to brag about.Lets see how it goes n from here. Wish me luck

Monday, July 5, 2010

New beginnings

This is my very first post, of my very first blog, in a new city...also wrote my very first article today. am glad :) Am starting classes at XIC tomorrow... looks like this new city has brought with it many new beginnings... looking forward to more of this newness...