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Essentials. I've been procrastinating quite a bit lately. And  no, am not proud of it..am typing it here, only to make it look more real, so that i can go back to stop doing it (*fingers crossed..hope this helps*)

Don't ask me for reasons! I dont like doing things because i have to, and have never been any good at that. I dont make the effort hence, and that's not going to get me to feel guilty. I know the pressures of time and common sense, but i know myself a tad bit better. I've never changed myself to suit my situation. Its always worked the other way round. And this is not a challenge to Fate or any higher power, if one exists. It simply is like this!

What i fail to understand is a moral dilemma. The question of right and wrong again. The question of fairness. But then again isnt it the most important to be fair to yourself, before anybody/anything else? You, at the end of the day, are the only one who fends for yourself, and protects and saves yourself! At each given time. Then help me understand why feel guilty if you give precedence to your wants? Over anything else, even over your needs!
I dont want an answer. It will come to me eventually! Till then, i shall keep doing what i am best at! These are only my burdens to bear and i know i have strong shoulders...